BTNF Gonna Make It Last Whether You Like It Or Not
ATTITUDE
I'm happily attached to the person name Abdil Arrayyaan, continuosly being crazy,annoying,rebellious at times whether you like it or not this is who i am so ... FUCK OFF!!! Those who knows me please be patience enough or KARMA hits you back.


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Waaaahhh Sorry All July 25, 2010 Sunday, July 25, 2010
Ah i just wanna apologise to all if im not really keeping update my blog. Understand ah first i' not active much over here.. But see my mood also, anywayz " GUA DAH ADA CAREER DER" Muahahahahaha werking ah people hehehe. Those who got my number can just beep2 mah itu pon lau prepaid masih ade hahahahahaha. *PEACE Y'ALL* aku jarang gonna meet all of you fm-ians and alamak-ians. Bukan ape ah tunggu mase2 yg tertentu jgn teperanjat ajer kan satu hari insyallah kalau tak ada apa per aku turun east-side kanz LOL! hehehehehehe tgk rezeki mcm mane okies.


Anywayz tmpt kejer aku hahahaha tak pernah2 budak baru complaint ehkz dgn boss besar! Aku lah org pertama complaint!!! Tkleh angz ah actually thats the y. Lau tak aku diamkan ajer... Tapi da melampau giler actually siape tak mrh.. Skrg aku dah takleh diam2 lagik nak kena bersuara siah lau pat kejer kena bully ke apa.. senang PEKIK LAH MACAM AKU! hahaha pat counter siah aku pekik. Padang muka... Ah anuh salah org ingat aku senang2 per mentang2 aku diam2 lepuk kau ni mcm dgn aku " LEK SUAH " marah siol.. Supervisor lagi satu pon takder mcm gini siak! melampau ajeer...... But lucky aku stand for aku punye RIGHT! Is best that way siah... It's really best to do that way.. Biar drg kena jgn tibe2 kiter kena buang kejer lagik kanz.


Diam2 ajer lah mengamok siak aku serious shit! Itu pon nak kena sabar ajer kanz semua kejer mah dikatakan... Cuma nak kena diam2 ajer siol. Tapi kalau sudah too much kanz jawapannye PEKIK PAT
COUNTER EHKZ SEMUA!!! ok lah sampai disini sahajer........ About the gathering INSYALLAH PEOPLE tapi tetap invite2 aku lah hehehehehehehehhehehe. Tak salah per invite kan kan kan hahaha LOVE YOU ALL.






~ Yanaz ~




Our 1 Yr Anniversary!!!!!!!!!!! April 26, 2010 Monday, April 26, 2010



Hey all sorry lama tak blogging hehe anywayz 2morro is my 1yr anniversary with deary! But yesterday he make it in advance!!!! hahaha happy nye aku ^.^"" these are some few pictures that aku post... Citer nye gini he called me and said "Tadi u call i eh i tdo sorry", But aku dgnr background as if his outside ah... and he ask me to look in the window aku ade tercarik-carik. Aku ckp ah "Takder pon" but instead he ask me to look bwh not at the traffic light from my house ah... when i put the phone aside he shouted " HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MAMA " Gooooossssssssshhhhhhhh anjat per aku!!!!!! on the other hand aku felt really malu siak cause mak aku pon ada pat depan ngh tgk tv!!!!! *faint* . Mak aku tanye siape tu??? and aku were like "Yan bwk cake!! dier bwk cake" And mak aku tanye ah " Birthday siape " -__-"" ok nvm.. So i ask deary naik atas umh aku ah... And aku really luper yg ' AKU BLM MANDI!! ', instead of going to take a bathe first!!! Deary asked me to cut the cake!!!! -_-" Addduuuuiiiiiiiiiiii..... hahahaha It's like a shocked siah utk aku... Deary setting cake letak candle and said " Ma let us make a wish " and we did! also we blew the candle.



Not only that the cake stated ' Happy Birthday ' Deary ckp ah yg dier mintak org kedai the word anniversary and the cake shop kasi dier lain.. He had this small paper and tape it below the word happy... ( Lau krg tak faham tkper tgk gambar ajer ) So sweet siah yesterday! And not only that he bought me a gift..... aku really speechless siah....... SHOCKED GILER!!! he bought me a necklace.. *faint* I didn't know that my deary can be so the very sweet giler seh. haizzzzzzzz " CAN I KEEP YOU? " Mama syg Papa seh......... Tnx alot deary i really appreciate it.






~ Words an't describe how i truely loved you papa ~
~ Yanaz ~




UpLoAdInG CoMinG... March 24, 2010 Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Sorry again been bz ah actually..... anywayz kanz ku dpt make it anugerah skrin for the second audition!!!!!!!!!! Yah I KnOw Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *jumping like mad* Tapi kan aku ngh takot.. cause days pass by how worried i am and how scared im getting each day. Haizzzzzz people reality check ingat senang ehkz! aku kena tegur pakaian aku *MUST CHANGE* my make-up -_-"" so sian...........



Today Im going to meet Kak Liza for her advise Bem terima kasih nak teman aku ehkz hehehehe adq ipar aku tu satu hehehehehehehehe OoOooOppPppS! Hmmm aper aku nak type lagik ehkz... *thinking* Ok2 spacing . . . . . . . . . .



Sometimes in life ehkz you need to know whats like to be dump like a rubbish can. ( Understand me? ) Ok2 like this ah i explain... Once if people do shit on you for like alot off times.. And even if you just kept silence *DON'T* you need to stand in your own way also at times!!! FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHT! Oh for this one is not my problem actually other people problem.. You know who you are ehkz.... So frenz please post comments tell us how to make this fren of mine understand these situation...... Im not bitching or what ah but try to realise that u did wrong to someone already.. accept the fact seh! how hard that people trying to love you and can't forget about u.




I can't help you already.... Like i'ved said if you tried enough already to make them believe u or something but they still ignored you. *EYE OPENER TO THOSE HAVE MADE MISTAKES* don't expect him/her to come back to ur life...... -_-"" take it as a *ONE BIG LESSON* aight.



For this blogging off mine it's not about me, it's about a fren whose in need off help. So others please be a lesson to everyone: Wanna have relationship don't missuse it! ok. So thats all for that topic. Let's talk about me hahahahahahahahahaha




This saturday im going to anugerah skrin second audition again, the feeling its so scary really! haiz harap2 dapat masok to the next round seh, Kalau tak then Carik kejer time!!!!!!!! hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe Ah2 seh so scary tau. Last week yang first audition ajer ramai giler siak org, aku tak sangka gitu aku leh dpt. Aku gonna try harder this saturday then WISH ME LUCK! >.<




~ MamaLuvPapa ~




UpSeT AnD FeLt UsELeSS!!! December 24, 2009 Thursday, December 24, 2009
Sometimes there's a time u felt useless especially u can't help others by financial..... Right!! aku kan mcm nak rompak bank aje!! LOL Korang giler haaahhahahahaha Anywayz dgnr2 bsk ade gathering sorry people aku tak pegi.

Seriously aku felt useless as days goes by kanz result skola aku lagik bape hari ni ARGH FOCK!!! Stress pah!!!! *ya allah harap2 dapatlah kanz aku betul2 nak skola alik* Yg tua ni nak skola alik... THose yg masih skola kanz ade terfikir nak berhenti sila jgn quit suka2 ok No GOod!!! You're gonna regret siolx...


Haiz itu aje aku nak ckp kanz cuma feel useless ajer ah !! SHIT! perangai kanz haiz aku mcm nak ade magic power kanz terus ah aku nak ckp aje!!!!!! haiz. Sorry people no mood ah!!!!!! AKU VERY USELESS GERL!!!!!




~ Freekz ~




Pray 4 Me.... Thursday, December 24, 2009

Aku nak korang semua doa byk2 seh aku nak masok skola balik!!!!!!!! I wanna go back to school siah!!!!!!!! favour ah, really regret for stopping siah. And the other day da apply skali the admin says computer decides!! FOCK! computer decide ehkz sedih per.. And im also thinking siah how my frenz can get?? Izzit by Points? haiz.. so worried! And Papa tanx ehkz for reminding Mama next week... And FYI people Im having a fever! SHIT!!! For now my voice is ok but yesterday waduh!!!!!!!! da mcm ELLA WANNABE. HAhahahahahahahahaha Korang2 update blogs ok so i can read.... some off u changed ur links plsss relink maseh! ~ YaNAz ~




The love is going strong! December 19, 2009 Saturday, December 19, 2009

Well i can say that our love going strong... Even after our big fight. I've almost give up our relationship REALLY!! But a lot off people talk to me not to break the relation even if his fault, give him another chance. Hopefully he didn't blew it again, cause i had a lot of headaches just don't want to have the same mistake again and again .. GEESSH!!


Edit new pic of us and well no longer 'D' and 'B', Now is Mama & Papa hehehehe "MELUATZ" hahaha that's what Bem would say... Now at home only Mum and me.. Lina going out making a surprise guest to syafiq LOL! Cool kanz... Hoping she last long though with syafiq. Still tired siah dunno y maybe cause yesterday entertaining my cousins hahahaha they're funny and crazy at times.


And people doa2 lah kanz dpt masok skola balik waduh.. I really looking forward siah hopefully. Wanna get my cert if i didn't get it again. . . Well working for me hmmmm

Maybe that's all for tonight!!! i wanna watch movies at you-tube as per normal. So guys remember this for those whose single,attach.. " AlWAYS REMEMBER THAT NO MATTER WHAT ALWAYS TAKES CHANCES NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS... NEVER GIVE UP.. IF THEY ARE FUCK UP THEN GO CREATE A SCENE LOL @_@ OTHER THAN THAT TRY TO BE A BIT OF PATIENCE CAUSE IT DOES PAY OFF JUST GIVE IT A TRY AIGHT "



~yAnAz~




Finally..... Saturday, December 19, 2009

Hey all sorry if i took a very long time to update my blog! -_- Zzzzzz Confirm everyone of you like "Haiyah This Girl Ah Never Upload Her Blog One". Sooo Sorry a thousand apologies aight! Okay well im doing fine as pernormal still there's fight's wif him and errrrm Oh YEaH SyaFiq KaZuYa HappY BirThDay! yeah old already siah!!! Hmmm Up's and down's . . . K k sorry talking to myself Hahahaha dunno what to chat siah time fly so fast until dunno what to talk! -_- sorry people but hey to all my frenz who i remembered them but they dunno... LOL! Miss u guys alotz although i've not coming down to any occasion but still you guys are in my heart! AaaaAaaaaWwwWwWW.... I KNOW hahahahahahahahaha So as pernormal do chat at the "START BITCHING HERE" haha I know Lame but Nvm.... cause that's me! any thing i'll just keep it update aight. If let say i stop blogging don't blame me people.. These Fella's suka2 delete their blog skin haiz!!!!





~YaNaZ~