BTNF Gonna Make It Last Whether You Like It Or Not
ATTITUDE
I'm happily attached to the person name Abdil Arrayyaan, continuosly being crazy,annoying,rebellious at times whether
you like it or not this is who i am so ... FUCK OFF!!! Those who knows me please be patience enough or KARMA hits you back.
Am I Getting RestLess EveryDay?!?!? May 14, 2009 Thursday, May 14, 2009
I can't sleep well these few days!!! I can't think straight!! My money hasn't come out!!! I need to use the money to find a job!!! WAH!!! SIBEH!!! stress!!!! Honestly i just can't sleep properly.... Tost and turns makes my head hurts!! What to do?????
Semua org ade masalah and some of them are much bigger problems... I know, But should i take that risk? Or shouldn't i? I OBVIOUSLY DON'T KNOW!!! WTF!!!! Does it ever occured to anyone's head u feel like running away from everybody??? I DO! But no matter wha u just can't. You still stuck in this world here!!
Aku tkleh tdo siak.. Depression ke? stress ke? Ape masalah aku ni?? Is just something's not right aje.. What izzit siah????? COME ON LAH FREEKZ!!! Kenape ni!!!! I totally can't tell!!!!!!! Aku nak carik kejer.. tapi bile kawan aku kasi kejer.. aku macam tk nak pasal ape kejer semua aku da pernah try, so aku nak try different jobs. BOSAN AH!!!! kejer same aje! Shit siah... Mane Bank account aku da mati!!!! kalau aku dpt kejer ponz kanz.. aku nak kena bukak account baru $500!!!!! Babi kanz!!!!
Mane bill aku da melambong!! Yg starhub dgn singtel!!!! Ex aku ah!! mati2 nak aku bukak lepas tu da break ntah dier byr ke tak! All aku wants now is to find the job yg aku betul2 suka. I meant the working enviroment ah thatz ok dgn aku! Busuk2 aku kejer sales balik tapi this time full time ah! Macam puki kan ex aku tinggalkan aku! tapi aku da kasi dier msg pat msn suroh byr! Well itz up to him tapi skrg aku cuma nak kena carik kejer full-time yg aku tul2 can stay lama in that enviroment!!!!
But seriously kanz APERSAL DGN AKU NI!!!! Sampai gini! nak kate cerewet tidak! korang just name it aku nak kejer ape Factory? da.. F&B? JELAK SIAK 5 TAHUN SIAH, sales baru 2thn!! Tell me ah whatz going on wif aku ni!!!!!!!! FUCK SIAK!!!!!!!!